Hello my lovely watchers!
There has been a serious lack of livestreams and serious works of art lately and I want to let you in on why.
As some of you know, I moved schools after my exams this summer. Weell... That didn't go too well, so I moved back to my old school in oktober. That went alright, I managed to get all the material read and done, that I had missed out on, so all was good.
In the beginning of november, I started getting sick, basically every other day. It was very annoying and that lasted for about 2 weeks until I was so sick, that I no longer was able to go even go to school.
Guess what - I'm still sick.
I have now been sick for 7 weeks. I haven't been to school for a month now.
I have had a lot of blood tests taken and the doctors even did an x-ray of my heart and lungs. I am, however, still very sick, and they found nothing in that. 2 weeks ago, my doctor decided it'd probably be best to hospitalize me. However, the hospital denied that this week, as my symptoms are too unspecific and there is nothing close to a diagnosis so far.
So... basically, now, we're back to square one. My doctor has planned for me to have my abdominal area looked at and for me to do a breathing test so far. So.. while I can hardly swallow food, I will now also need to get a gross tube down my throat e_e
Yep, not looking forward to it.
School is being very understanding, however, they can't keep me while in this state much longer, because.. I'm not there, and I am not able to do all my homework. So far, I have made a deal with them on making my assignments, so that I still have something to show them, that I can still follow the classes from home...Otherwise, I will need to retake an entire year of classes, which I am not interested in doing at all.
In terms of art, I am really suffering from art block right now. Everything is difficult, nothing looks right and my creativity is non-existent.
So yeah.. Everything seems to be going down the wrong way. I might even have to spend christmas while being this sick ):
I just wanted to update you, because I would usually livestream more often and y'know.. do stuff.
Listening to: Why
Drinking: Type here